I am..

I am as elusive
as you allow me to be
I am as opaque
as you read me more
I am as possesive
as you claim on me
I am as fluent
as you ease me
I am as impossible
as memories try to erase me ..

-- abhijit

A silent sigh !

Met today after so long missed you desperately Smile was just a li'l wider grasped you so accurately Talked long long hours Feeling the touch slowly And spellbounding me your silky smile so lovely Divine to have you around Some power mystic unknown Charged my empty self which drizzled when alone The day just whizzed by It was time to say goodbye Your hand slid away slowly The heart let out a silent sigh !

another scribble .

Its what they say,
you get what you give
Its the reality friends,
kills before you perceive

Denial of soft feelings
Denial of life impends
In sudden slow trance
your lone heart sends

In no mood to write
Yet I scribble stupidly
Pain mutely dissolves
as I canvas her vividly

New Horizon ...

Unnamed obstacles
Unwarranted shackles
Unknown yet old street
Saracastically they greet

And I openly smile at them
Thru an impenetrable frame
Cause I believe in me , you
What I have, is with only a few

Moving to a different horizon
Bristling dreams laid upon
Cuting loose the history cord
Joyously I pray, bless us my Lord

Versions of me..

One appears, other dissolves
Magnifies to eternity and stalls,
tries to overwhelm all others
until it is ripped into feathers

They fight, they clang and clatter
Desparate to see dreams shatter
playing hide and seek, in the sky
blatantly they change faces on the fly

Whosoever wins or loses the game
Life will always witness the mayhem
hate them,curse them, but i cannot ..
In the end,
they are versions of me .. my own lot ...

Q & A

The mighty writes
The wordy kites
unusual sprites
unknown sites ..
all relate to me
somehow or other ..
And I reply to them ..
with ..
sturdy emotions..
thoughtful motions ..
constructive notions..
and lastly with...
concluding life summations ..

Crimson touch

Give me your crimson touch
Pure,unadulterated as such
I cant see anything but you
Let me disappear in your hue

That amble in the light drizzle
memories make my nostalgia sizzle
come soak again, in the sweet rain
Let me be euphoric,mad but a li'l sane

I dont mind repeating any metaphor
till it decorates your svelte figure
Just say yes once , once for a life-time
you will glitter,until my last life-dime

Time never borrows ..

Sorrows are vagaries of fate
Forget,neglect or contemplate
Its the same, isnt it
You just cant twist it

The precious moments of life
Whiz by without a tiny strife
But when the moments freeze
They surround you like grease

How will you narrate your echo
You'll hear sharper replies
Everybody's busy , so busy
Cuddling their own sorrows
Just dont set loose your prize
Anyhow time never borrows ..

A new shore ...

I will run away
Away away from you
I will die away
Yet so near to you

Its always been the same
My dreams in unbordered frame
Unknowingly edges start distorting
But it manages to cling on
Till it is brutally sting on

You know ? .. You wont like it
But I'll resurrect
These sands will surely find
A new shore,a bit more perfect ..

They say its love....

A sudden leap and a gracious fleep
My heart awakes from a blinky sleep
Caressing the sky,in dreamy clouds
There she takes me to a magical trip

Moments whiz by,to be cherished night long
Her sweet words hover around like a song
Whole world looks dreamy,fluent and streamy
Who cares now,what's right,what's wrong

They say its love, is it really the same ?
tamarind sweet,serene unblemished flame
encasing the life in a beautiful hem
unknown yet known ,Whom can you blame ?

parody of life ....

In the serenity of unknown land
I dwell upon the mysterious dreams
The mirage of unconclusive thoughts
I stroll along , a path so long
The Horizon tickles away
And I gasp the air
Begging for one wish

Unleashes the severe weapon
tearing me into pieces
still I keep lurking in vain
Until She rests my notorious head
on her tranquil bosom ...

She...

That day , I just went for a stroll
A pleasant evening , the moon beaming
Everything looked so fair and neat
or my mood that was so bright
Lazily yet merrily I trotted along
Till I was stunned as by a bong
On the nearby square, it was a lady begger
Pleading for food ,enraged by the hunger so rude
and all the blessings and drama she laid
I just moved off,
Neglecting the seemingly usual lousy charecter
Same events videoplayed next day ,the same chapter
And eventually third too
Unknowingly she looks more n more worn off
And increasingly desparate
By now something had started gnawing me
Unnerving thoughts mauling me
Next morning I went in search of her
and forlorn she was, sitting on the footpath
I awoke her , startlingly she looked up
Next moment she took 20 rs note from me
cried blessings and hurried off to next hotel
And here I was ,
watching them fight for so subtle a pleasure
There she got the meal but was sent out
still happily berserk , she ran back to her resort
And there a blow struck , in the ghostly mirage
A van suddenly passed by
and a life was eaglespead
and with her lay in carcass, the 20 rs
which bargained her life
and my unhuman humanity for the life

untitled ...

Life is a process , slowly it evolves
Easy , tough , sweet , sour moments
So subtly she dissolves
We just have to live on ... love on ...
Try being a catalyst in else's life
They move on .. life amusingly strolls on ..
Joys and Sorrows,
tangetially they move
on opposite contours
on circle of soul
They never patch up
Their ideas never match up
But you cant catch up
you just get stuck
in its , big round perimeter ...

Ego .......

He has failed me
Has deceived me
Has insulted me
annoyed the soul out of me

I cant just sit
And sulk over it
Need to kill the culprit
Right here , be it

I could see him smirking
That denounced soul lurking
But he disguised me as friend
couldnt fathom him as a fiend

Clipped are my friends
Buried in memories they were
Under his spells
I am now the mountain
As tall as anything
But dwarfed I am
Because of my deeds
rather due to his filthy seeds

Gone he will be now
Forever, Never to return
Even if he reincarnates,
I will take appropriate turn

So here I am returning to loved ones
clean and holy ,like pious nuns

untitled ...

Sometimes I feel lost for words
thoughts rampage the mind like swords
There I write feeble scribbles
Some lousy thought mournfully trickles
What happens to serene words then
Where they vanish , Why in vain

Suddenly I encounter them in lost forest
Beautifully straight set on high crest
My gladness oozes out
But they dont identify me
I wonder the hypnotic effect
Is it a mirage ?
But then I come to reality
Its somebody else's peak
They're colors of his winning streak

Aah , I know that guy
But he looks like me only
He turns and tells me
O my friend , dear me ,
Dont be astonished , its your world only
Every moment of this , is woven by you
Just you forget to put animations
And here I do the same for you
It aint any artificial glory , its within you
Just search for pen of your soul
And then you write
See , You'll stand beside me here on top
Your miniscule scribbles also will get a life
And it will surely transpire wonders
People awarding you without a strife ...